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so now im part of: myspace facebook Live Journal Greatest Journal Buzznet My Chemical Romance fan site Fall Out Boys fan site Over Cast Kids Tagged WAYN Friends OR Enemies Pure Volume Emo lyrics Youtube and now Shark Shack and who know what else I wontder how many more i can add to this list and the sad thing is i keep them updated and i check them all atleast once a week

My fish is so way cooler then any fish you will ever find he has a Mohawk and thick dark glasses which makes mine so much cooler then yours like what is cool about yours you cant even see it wolfe and gary rock that tank lol oh look he's pooing lol im so bored and have nothing to do as you can tell im writing about my gold fish...my only friend lol yeah that’s right i can be emo. i should get wolfe a g/f hes looking lonely and garys not keeping him happy anymore "sighs" im so happy I didn’t kill him last night I would have been sad i would have felt guilty cause he’s lived so long without me and then I bring him back to Ottawa and he almost die’s like what the hell kind of owner am I. maybe I shouldn’t get a puppy this summer I may kill him oh god i hope not id be depressed for the rest of my life. I really would be. I cried when my hamster dyed omg i cryed when Charlie (my super cool gold fish) dyed. I made my mom bury him in the back yard cause I didn’t want him to get lost in the river and get ate by other fish. Speaking of hamsters if I ever get a job im so buying another hamster now. Just because there so cute and small awwwww lol.

so im alittle bored and have nothing to do my roommate hides in her room and never comes out like what the hell isnt college supose to be fun how can anyone have fun if they hide in there room with the door shut and not talk to anyone? she talks to her self (she is talking to her self right now lol creepy
i should move to barrie live with jen get a dog so it will scare her every time it barks lol im sooo mean j/k but im go getting a dog.
so my firned shaunas birthday is this friday have no idea what we are all doing hope its going to be fun and not sit around all night asking our selfs "what are we doing tonight?" like dude shes turning 19 whoot whoot shes old like me lol j/k.
omg 19 days till my birthday i am so not looking forword to it. it will be one of them nights we just sit around and do nothing, or maybe il go home cause i want my new Fall Out Boy cd that my so loving sister is going to buy me on tuesday caus ei want it soo bad - and im not a crazy obsessed fan lol.
taste of chaos march 28 excited! cant wait to see burt that guys so crazy but hes cool and i dont care if hes greasy shuana i still think hes cool.
Fall Out Boy is coming back to canada and im so excited i cant wait to see them again there concert was amazing in jan at the kool house in toronto so i have to go again. the funny thing is there coming to montreal thats like a half hour away form were i live now but im going to go four hours to toronto to see them just so i can go with all the cool people we met in line at the last concert.
we are so staying in the delta chelsea again just cause its cool and thats my name lol and because its a gerrard street so jen can be happy. but we so have to dress up when w ego in no thick black eyeliner and black pants and hoodies we were so underdressed the last time i didnt think they were going to let us in and oh that music they were playing was horable and i like most music but that just hurt the ears. and im so going to fill the ice bucket up as fumm as i can just for the fun of it. and im so going out onto the balcony and screaming Fall Out Boy RULES again and i dont care if its 2 am the world has to know. and i wanna bring pennys so we can drop them off the belcony and see what it dose but no trying to kill people lol
and this time i want the extra pillow and or the bed to myself. i slept on the floor with a sheet and you guys had nice double beds. shauna no more comming out of the closet and it is not a change room or a place to hide and give me a heart attack. lol i swear i didnt know you were in there, i wanted to see if it had a mirror like the other hotel did.
i cant wait for my chemical romance to come to canada il so be the second one in line cause we all know jens going to be in line first lol crazy girl i just want to see fuzz head and franks crazy moves on stage oh and the ever so exciting mikey lol hes all over that stage like a fat kid loves cake j/k still luv him though the whole bands awsome
wow ive been going on for quite a while you said you would be back in two hours my ass im sad now im totally moving back to prescott now and going to my aunts till my parents can come move me out lol

well im going to go il probably post again caus ei have no life
bye for now
xox

OMG so in 21 days im going to be 20 ekkk
i dont want to turn 20
i want to go back to being 16 and being a kid and not have to make my own choices.
im not going to be a teen anymore and that scares the shit out of me
when my parents were 20 they were planning a wedding im not even sure what i want to go to college for any more
i feel old now when i go to a concert and the kids around you are doing there grade 10 science homework bah.


i dont know what else to say il add onto this later when i think of more things to heat about being 20 caus ei just forgot them all

Before we get into my like at home for two weeks i was in toronto to see one of the best concerts of my life. we staye din this fancy hotel (delta chelsea on gerrard street - thats for you Jen) that we felt so under dressed walking into befor the concert then waiting inline for what seems like all day but it was all good we met so really cool people in line that we will be seeing in a few months again for the same band lol. cant wait Fall Out Boy you Rule!!!!

So I have been home for two weeks and its been the longest two weeks of my life. I sleep all day and get lost on buzznet, live journal and a 5 other journals on here. I have now gotten my firned into buzznet and live journal haha sucker I told you its addictive but its cool. the best part about the whole two weeks was jen came home form barrie for a week and we hung out for the better part of the week road tripping to kingston and eating in the fancy restaurant we i also felt underdressed lol damn black pants and black hoodies.. Or the night we were driving around and i almost hit the deer yeah i had a heart attack after that it was the end of us driving around i went home and got lost on buzznet as i do everynight.
so im going back to ottawa tomoorw yay cant wait i miss it out there so much - have some major room cleaning to do i have'nt been there in over a month wow didnt think it was that long.

xoxo
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